Sign~~

I sat in the office alone by rejecting the invitation to go to lunch by my college in the hope to complete my notes for my tuition lesson today. Yet couldn't concentrate on finishing the task. True enough that when u are alone, you'll think a lot. I'm doing the thinking now. I imagine myself in another 5 years. What will i be. Will i still facing the same monitor or I'll be out somewhere else exploring the difficult world out there.
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I don't know why, my heart felt so heavy and cloudy today since this very morning. As usual, cheer myself up by making stupid jokes. With one by one resignation going on lately, i am wondering, will i be remembered once i left. Will people feel the sadness that i feel leaving a place that more than 2nd home for me. I don't hope much, for me i treat everyone sincerely. I feel bad when the friendship around me is slowly breaking up and i do nothing on it. I don't know what to do. Doing nothing and seeing thing destroying is very frustrating. Believe it or not, i'm sort of crying right now. Actually tears drop ja la.. Tetiba cam rasa sebak. Damn..No one leh..heheh can do my own drama..
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And i missed the life during uni so much. Having so many hardcore geng to hang around. Hanging around without worry. Scolding, shouting, running, movie,shopping..I want badly to go back there if my mother allow me to. And recently is my best buddy bday. I remember last year during his birthday, we were celebrating in a large crowd. How happy i was that time. How happy they were that time. Now i really hope somebody is around. I really need a comfort hug. Now i know why gurl needs boyfriend. Yuckss to all these tears..
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I do enjoy my current geng, it is just that when u r staying at home, the social hour with friends is shorten. So we meet mostly in the office. The feel isn't the same..Haiihhh...