Saturday, March 28, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
That so not clever paper started at 12.15pm when it is supposed to start at 11.40. The reason? Paper is not enough? How can paper not enough when this is not the first time they conducted such test. How can the test being delayed for nearly one hour? As we need to wait for others to finish their test so that we can reuse back the question paper. Reuse of paper is acceptable if for saving the earth purposes. but reusing question papers containing scratches is not really a wise way. Fuhhh..
Today exam consists of 5 section. The personality test, Eng, BM, Maths and stupid analytical. My advice will be, just do as fast as you can. Skip the unnecessary question that u couldn't answer. I saw a few struggling to finish on time. Especially the personality test. Blasah ja wat secepat mungkin..
The worst tribute was the last paper. It's called Analytical paper. Which i supposed the worst of all. They gave u long long statement and you need to convert it into answer. Probably i'm a bit tempered during answering the paper that caused me couldn't think well. I hate delayed!! Truly hate it.. I can forgive if less than half an hour. But if more, than it's too much ..
When people tegur the government servant for the "kurang laju" they get pissed off. But cases by cases prove clearly that they are. I am wondering, how they can stuffed their ears ignoring the advices of the public than make an effort to change. All this complaints are worth nothing. I believe I'm not the first one to raised up this issue. But why i cannot see any changes going on? Why their speed couldn't be increased? Arrggghhhhhh.. What planet are they from.. Planet that spin not fast.. !!!
Tomorrow is my KPLI test and I'm still online YM'ing..hehehe..
No mood leh wanna do any preparation. Moreover I've been preparing so many add maths notes..hopefully the advance training might help.
Just now i'm rehearsing in the room just in case i was asked to demonstrate my way of teaching..hehehe which is another stage after this test.. Well government process, it might takes up to months to process the application. The chances of getting oso i guess depend on luck. Is it?
But worth of trying..Heheh encouragement from friends "Just try..Action might not bring happiness, but there's no happiness without action").. So if get then get..If no then too bad..
Currently try hard to read story books back. My vocab n grammar getting worst as i stopped reading. I'm reading "Why We Want You To Be Rich" by Robert T Kiyosaki n Donald Trump. Millionaires and Billionaires who enjoy educating the public on the economic issue. Certainly doesn't sounds like the genre that i enjoy. Tapi worth of reading la. It's time to gain knowledge than enjoying the murder and killing stories.Heheheh..Forget.. Tribute to Salwa for lending me this book. Thanks gurl..
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Coming back from my teaching lesson yesterday, i realize that i love to teach very much. Most would say do your master, then be a lecturer. Being a lecturer of coz it's more prestige. More recognizable. But i think most will agree. Lecturer gives notes. Teacher educate. They mold us into who we are today. They poured out the knowledge besides taking care of us. They go deeper into our heart to the darkest side and will try to lead us out.
I don't know if it's my last resort. I have my KPLI test this Saturday. Yes I'm going. rumors strongly blowing that this intake will be sent to the other side of Malaysia. Am i willing to go? Leaving behind my family and my work place? I don't know.. I don't have the courage to think. Sometime not thinking is the best way. Like not making decision is a decision. Just one step at a time. We'll see what's the future He's written for me.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
Realising how much i've missed out the moments with my atuk, i started snapping picture just every where that i go, every events that i went. And i make sure that myself is in despite of how bad i look. I even won a lawak2 photography comp and won an N-gage with rm1000. That 1k was to be shared with other 10 frens. The Ngage is still with me until this very moment. This camera really captured the sweet and sour moments during those time. Until one day, my uni friend lost the casing of this camera, and followed by me misplacing the charger. The usage of this camera stopped. And I stopped taking photo, and increase my volume of being in the pics.heheheh.
Later, nearby my convo's day, i bought another camera. Nikon s550. A cool and good camera as well. But it ended up swimming in my bag when half of the tumbler content spilled on it. So it goes crazy till now. Not really reliable anymore. Sometimes easily on, sometimes couldn't on at all. Then my new camie d60. Hopefully this gedabak will last long la.. This is the biggest investment in my life at this moment. Cannot afford to lose it. No!!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Well. I don't spend much on clothing and makeup and shoes anymore. Actually i never spend much on those thing. I stopped buying clothes last year when i'm in Phuket. Luckily, my closet still filled with stacks of untouched garments. My spending will always go to travelling fees and buying gadgets. My mom fav tag " Hang kalau ada duit p bejalan, pastu bli benda merepek. Tapi marka tak dak, gila apa ka?". She's married at the age of 21 and have me at my age. And me? still single and refuse to be available.
Not to say i manage my money well. My monthly expenses are only on simple meal. I stay with my parents. So i manage to save up and give to my parents at the same time. Heheheh my family practise " the more u spend on your family, the more you gain". Believe it or not, i think it works. Although i don't really earn much, but i seldom face the ikat perut time. Alhamdulillah la.
So whenever i want something badly, i'll go crazy wanting it. I'll even dream about it. So no matter how, i'll get it. I will and i do. But i'm patience at the same time. I'll draft some saving plans few months before and start calculating so that i wont be economically burden. It hurts to pay that big sum of amount. But the satisfaction that i felt are beyond words could describe. I don't know how long i'm going to bug around with this piece of my heart (d60!!and i'm super known as the HOT-HOT Chicken shit by my close friends and my brother..!!), but now? I'm in love with It!!
Hmm thinking to name this thing.
They should create more stylish bag to accomodate this camera. So unstylish and dull color!! I want red colored beg!!
Friday, March 13, 2009
Damn. hehehe..Rajin betul i used damn to damn the damn situation. Then i aimed for w910i. That was 8 months ago, and now, i'm still stick to ngage and my mother's hp with limited function but easy to use. It's ok. It wont hurt la using ugly and unstylish hp. Hehehe I'm more or less the same as the hp oso. Dare to be ugly!! ahakz.. I think most of my frens still remember the most controversial pics in my friendster. Ahakz.. Say la wat ever u wanna say. This is the best personal photo I've ever taken. Proud babe!!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
I'm a bit worry actually to teach foreign student. Well, my students turn out to be Koreans taking O-level in Han Chiang high School. What I'm afraid of is they are far smarter than I am. Then I'm going to be left clueless and blur coz my student is brighter than I am!!??? But I'm going to try my best. Hopefully the age and the past experience going to secure me this extra job.
Wait!! Don't get me wrong, I'm sincere in teaching them. Not fully for the sake of money. I repeat not fully!!! heheheh. Well let us pray together that my student understand what I'm trying to deliver. Fuhhh.. InsyaAllah..The scenery around th eappartment is really beautiful. Expecially at night. It's somewhere nearby Gembira Parade.
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Since SPM, matrix and uni, i seldom get flying colors in Bio and subject related to memorizing like sejarah. It's not that i didn't work hard, i work equally hard in this subject. Yet the dart just couldn't hit the bull eye. In the end, i couldn't score well during my degree while some of my friends did. Biochemistry is a course that is surrounded by super memory + hardworking student. Which i'm totally off on both categories. I'm more into the elective subjects like language and chemistry. Actually the reason I'm still above 3 is mainly because of the elective subjects.
Papa said that i focused too much on these electives and neglect the major. Not 100% true as i still undergo the hell meditation before the exam. Maybe not that hard compare to the rest of my course mate. To those that know me, I'm sure that they realize how blur i can be when something pop to me. Then papa nagged me again and again until he cannot see my funny ugly face only then he stopped. He advice me to ask the opinion from others.
Please advice sincerely. I'm standing on the junction on my life. I don't want to take the pathway that going to bring me back to the start point. I need help to lead me to the better world. Thanks in advance to the commentors. I really appreciate it.