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La la la.. Trying to cheer myself up on the first day to work. Although i slept for more than 6 hours (A must!), still felt very tired and sleepy. Achiuuu.. I sneezed a few times just now. I started to feel the tiredness and laziness coming to work. No doubt I'm enjoying the job I'm currently on. I am just concern on my biological clock. It seems to scatter everywhere and everything turned upside down.

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I couldn't sleep well at night. My sleeps were filled with endless dream. Ranging from horror to whatever drama that i couldn't seems to recall. I no longer own the quality sleep. The moment i woke up, i felt i've been through enormous exhausted journey. Sometime i felt as if my eye kept open the whole night. O-O . Dah mula rasa syndrome juling-juling due to tiredness.

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I've done consistent exercise, therefore low blood pressure shouldn't be the excuse. Maybe i should really start a regular supplement intake. But trust me, it last for less than 2 weeks, then i'll forget and the vitamins will be stuffed in the fridge until the expiry date. I've been through this for nearly 5 months. I like my work and i really hope that things will get better. I enjoyed the work load. Ahakz.. I believe that i can be hell a workaholic. Staying back and extended working hours is fine with me. Waking up is a big problem that i have to overcome badly.

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I think gaining 1 or 2 kg will also help i guess. At least i could have extra energy supply. To my close friends and my family, they always teased me for putting on diet and eat less. But i do eat accordingly. I have my breakfast, lunch and dinner. Maybe the portion that i took is slightly less than the rest. Now i felt sick n tulang!! Damn..!!