Hard Life Out There

My bestie cum my xroomate - Dayah, was in Penang yesterday for a short job interview. I haven't met her for quite some time. She's one of the finest god creature that has a piece of a very good heart or in the pasar language "Keramat Idup Punya Org". She's someone that u know u can count on, will share your burden, will listen to every story that u tell without being annoy, won't try to create dirty situation to you. I manage to dig her hard life in KL. She was in KL for a training for 3 months. The training centre is situated somewhere in Dang Wangi while she stay all the way back in Bangi. Which i believe is very very far away from the training centre. Not to mentioned the condition of her current rental house. A stinggan house with 2 rooms rental fees can goes up to rm400. The house condition is not tip top either. Dark and gloomy and it looks freaky at night. They searched everywhere possible for rental house nearby. But turn down by the occupied room and the requirement to pay deposit. The travelling fees itself is already rm 10 per day. How is she going to survive i also don't know.

People used to say that KL is a gold mine. How true is that if the cost living is equally high. Of course success has it's own price. What if the price to pay is within our capability. I'm not referring to the money itself, your moral is on the bet as well. It's not a new issue on the collapse of those migrated to KL to hoping to find better lifestyle. Some people used to blame the individual for the bad outcome. Knowing a few which get drifted away, i found out that, the situation actually trigger the long shadowed inner side of them . Which mean some of them, the desire is there, it's the matter of time and situation where it is released and with the extra courage they be who they hoping to be. I'm not saying all. There are few living a hard life and they have no choice but to follow the flow.

Back to those drifted individual, if you come to know them personally, there are like any other individual. they treat you well is u treated them the same. It might sound wrong, but they are human being that is slightly out of the straight line. Should they be isolated? Humanity said no. They need to be reminded on the misdoing. But will it works? So far no. I believe no. Maybe the effort is not enough. Or the approach is wrong. But.. As a Muslim and other religion as well, when the obvious mistake categorize as wrong means wrong la. Manipulating the facts to make yourself feel better is not the right way.

Yet, we are human being. Group of mammals that makes mistake. Making mistake is sometimes unavoidable. But repeating the same mistake is the voodoo. It's time to wake up and think properly and analyze. Is this the life that u see yourself in 10 more years. Will you be able to live this life and confronted your family at the same time? How they put high hope on our success, how they pray for our better life. Children will hesitate to feed a plate of their fav dishes to their parents. Yet parents will rather starved to fed their children. The mistake today reflect the ahead life. Do not make a mistake that you know you'll regret later.