The End Of Tonight

Imagine folks.. I'm sewing.. and imagine as well the floor filled with scrap and threads with needles.. Ahhh.. I cant even sew a button properly until few years back where i went to a street art exhibition with few geng.. In Times Square if I'm not mistaken. I was amazed by range of handicraft.. There are simple yet so adorable and theoretically i think i'm able to do them.. Ahakz.. (Bang my head to the wall!! dusshhhh..).. i spent fortune there.. OMG.. i couldnt resist ok!! Then i started to imitate some of the simple ribbon key chain, badge.. Not to forget, i hunt down all the nearby buttons shops, fabric department for some collection..then..it lasted for 2 weeks.. all went down underneath the bed again.. so another wild imagination.. How underneath my bed will look like?hahaha.. dangg~~ bang my head again..


Until recently, where we purchased a small table to place the sewing machine.. (Table budak2 belajar tu..full of A,B,C,D to countries name..).. Then my mother was like catching a fit.. She started sewing 2 working bags for herself.. Heheh Ya.. she's a unqualified tailor.. Most of my baju kurung when im a kid (till 6 years old) were handmade by her.. 0_0.. While sewing, she'll passed down some tips over to me.. ha cam ni cam tu.. Kesian her for having only 1 and only not-so-useful-in-housework daughter.. Hehehe.. maka. i did some sewing today.. amending this and that.. And repairing this and that.. how time flew.. I kicked off at 11.15 and when i looked at the clock it showed 12.15!! giloss kentang.. When we are doing something we enjoy, time will never be a limiting factor..

I think, probably all due to the stress earlier due to teaching.. I was starting to wonder am i a fail teacher.. I teach again and again.. The simplest way possible fro them to understand.. yeah i know they are tired.. I am too.. They had their sports training.. I had my TKD training.. so we were equal..(nearly..they wake up at 6 to go to school..hahahha me 6.45!!and sleep back).. Ahh it was maths subject.. Fuhhh.. Imagine teaching someone to shoot the bull eye when they dont really know well how to lift up a bow and fix the arrow.. aishhh.. Guys.. When u have kids in the future.. Please do pay attention to their maths progress since very small.. Strengthen their foundation and u are going to give them a super big favor for the future..Please be willing to spend on books and tuition for maths and english.. this two subjects are not to be learn in 1 year.. Its a continuous knowledge to be applied daily and in future life.. We are not supermen that can speak fluently and count perfectly within short learning period. Ya.. some people manage to do it.. What if we compare the amount that can n cannot.. It's a huge number different..