Inner Emptiness Refilled

I am an addict now!! Yoshh.. my craziness towards novel came again..skali lagi adik ako cakap : “aah hg mmg hot hot sgala shit yang ada kt dunia nih”..hehehe for the pass 5 days i’ve manage to filled my inner emptiness with 3 romantic story plots from Eclipse (wow what take me so long!!ahakz..), PS I love You and The notebook.. The last two were special contribution by Nadia.. Thanks ya!!.. At least i felt contented!! Ahakzz..

PS I Love You deliver a special message on gathering your strength to face the world after one of the major strength of your life collapse.. I was caught by the reading temptation the moment i set my eye on the first page.. Pages over pages made me realised that love wont vanished in the thin air just like that.. falling in love might be easy but falling out of love on the person that u felt so much is harder than anyone can imagine.. Yeah.. I cried across the sorrow plots, laugh with them over their silliness and their spontaneous joke and conversation.. With Gerald Butler on the cover..ahakzz lagi lah..~~ sempat lagi ako wat iklan..

The Notebook.. Cover depan dia akan menyebabkan my mama n pa curiga what type of book am i reading.. hello 23 ok.. pass all the adult section..ahahaha.. Tapi this book is definitely not to judge based on the cover.. Its a classic love story that captivate my heart.. I was so touched how can 2 person that was apart for 15 years managed to find themselves strongly attracted to each other again.. And how the love they carried along with their 49 years of marriage still burning although fate ripped off their last few years of the weak pounding of heart beats..

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Apart from what i felt for Edward Cullen from the saga sensation, Eclipse still far behind in conveying the love message as other senior writers..

sambungan kepada kekuciwaan

ako post nih dari cik ruby..so kelam kabut skit..we shall start with the main actors n actresses,..tp please bare in mind that suma ni my sarcastic opinion semata2...no offends.. U may agree or disagree..up to u..hehehe

Bella - She knows very well that she loves edward like gila gila..then at d same time she flirt with jacob..i was like..what?ya.. life has to go on.. The way to cure d broken heart will be start dating again.. Tp.. Geramnya.. Com on girl.. U heart broke, at d same time u want to break others?what is it so great about needing a constant partner by your side for her to live?edward left n she was like mayat hidup.. jacob came to her life..dia ok blk..then jacob wat hal skit dia down blk..mcm la dlm hidup mati dia tuk ada partner ja..makcik marah nih dia curang kt edward!!

Edward - i was hell into this guy..he used to be weird,strong,charismatic,n charming in d first one..and manage to drive me partially insane to buy some magazines with his pics n stories..siap jd cm stalker pn ada..asyk browse through the net for his gossip update..lokkooo!!! Ahh percaya la..tidak akan ako buat dh.. Tp this one, ako rasa cm he was over reacted.. Faking pn ada gak.. As if he tried too hard..not natural anymore..his aura definately off my reach or sense.. Their eye contacts were less fire and passion..

Jacob - a 17 years old boy with d wow bravo body...fuhh..breath..this guy..he knows he's good loking n he tried to be good looking in most of d scene..gaya cover macho gitu..kali ni mmg platform yg bnyk tonjolkan his character.. Not as good as expected.. Still sedikit kaku...

they definately need to go to acting class more n rehearse more n more for d next one.. Ako goyang kpala ja la..next time.. Dont put too high expecration on your interest..ull end up cursing them like me!!

NEW MOON Disappointment!!

Yeah!! sgt sgt mendown kan ako!!

ako frust gila ngan muvie nih.. i just came back from the kononnya most-awaited-muvie.. wawawaw.. u know what? its not worth!! but memandangkan ako byr only student price..then sabar ja la..

What went wrong? why cant they just stick to the original director? nak bagi nafas baru? it's not syncronize anymore.. probably because the pressure n too high expectations.. the actors n actress were all stressed out.. I just couldn't feel them like i did with twilight.. the emotion conflicks wasnt quite there.. I couldnt feel.. wawawa.. Rob Pat.. U let me down~~

I bought the New Moon Ticket!!

Keobsessan ako terhadap twilight saga menyebabkan i landed in front of the ticket counter yesterday mornig.. ako cabut g ak seperti yang dijangka!! hahahah.. Yoshhhh i was the first one who bought the ticket for the movie priemere.. kosong lagi time ako bli..heheh sronok~~~~and.. ako dpt student price..heheh new moon for rm6!!! Please visit me at c18.. ako tak ska dok row tengah.. i'll stressed my eye to concentrate on the whole screen.. so i'll always choose the right side seating...Tak sabar ako nak tunggu tomorow.. sure kena sound ngan mak ako sbb time tu dia patut nya tgh balut ketupat..wawaawaw..and adik hitamku telah pulang..yeayyy~~

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I hate I hate

Never come across me in my life I'm going to say this.. I hate being tall n i hate being thin..

Suma gara-gara 2 damn senarios yg menganggu judgemental ako yg mmg sedia senget..

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I am crazy over a flat form sandal which is around 3 1/2 ".. and lama dah nih ako ska gila.. then dalam hujan n kpala bomb smalam, i went with me mama.. everything fits on well. when i started to stand up, i can see horror in my mother's pair of brown eye.. she said i look like a giant.. wawawawa.. ako rasa dia nak kata ako nampak cam nyah kot.. and said NO to buying that shoes.. sob sob.. bukan senang ako nak ska kat heels.. sampai ati.. how i wish that time my height is within the normal range.. aissshhh..

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i hate being thin: all due to the fact that i catch cold easily when some beberapa titik hujan kena kepala ako (tau dah..sure ada org nak kata "tu la..pkai tudung kan tak kena"..hekhekhek..).. bukan la nak kata ako super thin or what, the penebat haba seems to be not as efficient as those gebu people (i'm trying to be very polite.. please dont get me wrong..).. So i'll achiuu whenever its cold, in the morning, kena air cond yg agak sejuk skit, kena hujan, kena debu..haiyoo tahi penyakit!!

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p/s: I hate being both for only the two reasons above.. part of that, i wish i'm taller n thinner..heeheheh..

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p/s: Ako nak cabut juga juga g bli tiket new moon pg nnt.. cehh..sure kena beratur ngan budak2 hingusan suma.. Rob Pat c how much i sacrifice to go n see u..ahakzz..sial otak sakit..

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p/s: ya.. ako dalam keadaan unwell today..mentally n physically sick!!

Afternoon Stretch

Hard Rock Hotel.. Nama yang gah gitu.. At last i had the opportunity to jejak kaki ke sana.. I like the concept implemented.. International la katakan..

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We entered the lobby which is facing directly to the open sea.. (separated by the children water playground).. At the lobby itself, they prepare quite a number of sofa, seats, chair with tables and with free wifi i guess.. Saw few visitors were on laptop while eyeing on their little kiddo.. There's even a group of parents were on scrabble (ako baru ja tersebut psal game nih..heheh).. Bagus nih..sharpen ur mind and enhance your vocab at the same time.. The condition and environment give sense of relaxing and laid back.. So informal... I really like that.. There's pathway leading to different sections.. Gift shop, and cafe..

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I think i saw an air conditioned room specialized for functions hosting.. Yeah.. those planning for a beach wedding this hotel definitely meet the requirement.. The space for the room might not be able to accommodate too many visitors.. (ya la kot..ako agak ja..)..

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Kids were enjoying themselves at the water playground which look safe to me.. the water level is relevant and the the risk might be minimalize with the presence of the few life guard.. (ako nak amik lesen life guard la next sem..usm ada..heheh).. The only slack will be the toilet.. They should hire a standby cleaner to keep the toilet sparkling clean.. After all.. its the international outlet right..

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the cafe? look cozy from outside.. Even the music played were ear soothing.. (tua nih..kureng ska yg bising sgt..).. Memandangkan age 21 and below not allowed to enter.. maka.. i cannot la enter..hekhekhek.. Drizzling rain chased me away.. (yeah.. sy telah achiuuu lg..)

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p/s: Hard Rock London.. Yeah!!!

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p/s: sial nya ternet kat rumah tak bley upload gambo..ako nk g kentut kt tmnet sok.. ceyytt podah..

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p/s: Thanks for the ride..

D.I.Y

Gone through some of my fren's blog, few of them started more or less with "It's been awhile since i blogged..."heheheh i was a bout to said that thou...hehehe.. for sure lots of thing to catch up with.. The tuition ended.. did i mentioned it earlier?hehehe so to keep my self occupied.. I did few D.I.Y stuff.. (do it your self la!!) ..

first segments of D.I.Y was to shalek my table.. Some weird ideas of wanting to uniform my room color.. Eh salah the furniture in my room.. Well i had this almari with dark wood color.. And i am so tak sedar diri that poket ako hampir kering, i wanted to get myself a very simple single wooden bed (cheap is included in the defination..ahakzz).. Maka, my table which was slightly clear brownish dishalek until all turn out to be black!! it was my pa la.. go n buy black color shalek.. aisehh... Not bad la.. for a first timer.. Maka belegam la meja ako..up n down.. n my room smells stink!! ueekk..

Another chapter of D.I.Y was preety embracing... Hahahaha gelak dulu sat.. With the help of Ja a (thanks!!) ako dapat la bday guitar chord.. In the hope to record the live version and send it over la..kononnya... hahaha ako record ja.. hahahah pengsan.. ako sendiri tak sampai hati nak dengar..last2..dalam 20 recordings that still tak work, fed up.. ako peluk guitar n felt asleep.. hahaha frust sampai lena...maka..peringatan pada semua.. sila D.I.Y ikut kemampuan anda..!! Jgn berangan ja lebey~~..

p/s: dinner dekat Gurney hotel skali lagi menampakkan ako memakai boot sakit kaki ku yang zip nya tersangkut!! hehehe..nasib dapat buka..

Heavy Stone and Cloudy Sky

Isshh susah sungguh jadi human being nih.. kita dikurniakan dengan satu anugerah: emosi.. This can be bad and can turn out to be a gift.. This is also the trait that differentiate us from other living organism.. With emotion, we are able to think and act.. High 5 if you agree with me that emotions caused people to react selfishly without the word “think” or “think less” or maybe “think too much”..

That’s not the point that I’m trying to deliver.. I hate the fact that sometimes in a few days in a month, i tend to be slightly emotion.. (slightly ker? Cam banyak jer...).. hehehe tu boleh potong time PMS la..time tu ako normal skit.. hehehe.. Like now...this very moment... The feeling of depression cam menyerang.. go through veins and arteries and the end to the brain..

My emotion state is below par i guess.. This thing happen without warning.. It was ok previously then it was not after few encounters with other emotions projected from other living organism.. They did nothing.. maybe my negative aura seems to be too dominant and others positive charge couldn’t seems to neutralize it..

Beware..its a disease!!

Wat a bad beginning for a day...

Luahan Dari Penelitian

Ada post yang ako nak siarkan tapi unfortunately nak upload gambar sial lambat ternet kat rumah nih..maka kena la bertapa lantas bersabar kejap menyimpan post tu tuk disiarkan sok di lab..hope hope en kat lab tu tak berebut ternet lagi la ngan ako..hehehe...

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Post ni kira ulasan kepada post yang bakal ako tampalkan la..

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Melalui pembabitan ako ngan budak sekolah menengah kebelakangan nih menyedarkan ako satu perkara penting... Cikgu sekalian: Pendekatan maki hamun, provokasi yang keterlaluan dah agak ketinggalan zaman.. dan perlu dengan serious nya memikirkan sesuatu cara yang lebih berkesan tuk laksanakan sesuatu task.

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Selaku cikgu.. apa yang lebih penting? pelajar ikut cakap kita dengan bebai nya atau dengan senyuman..? Bukan susah dan bukan mudah juga untuk kita ambik hati mereka.. Budak-budak tidak suka dijerkah dengan kata-kata yang kesat.. (sesungguhnya tiada org yang ska!!).. mmg mereka nakal dan jika tidak dikawal dengan tegas, akan terpesong akhlak mereka.. tapi sentuh lah hati mereka ngan keihklasan kita... remaja boleh terima sekiranya dimarah berkena dengan tempatnya dan gayanya.. mereka bisa saja menerima kata-kata nasihat tegas yang diselang-selikan dengan lawak..

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kita suma pernah melalui hidupan sebagai remaja sekolah.. mungkin situasi dan keadaan kita berbeza-beza.. namun cikgu yang sempoi sentiasa akan berbekas dan dikenang kita kan? definasi sempoi bagi ako lah: tak bising sgt, cool, lawak, bijak dalam apa yang dibuat, dedikasi, tegas dan murah dengan senyuman.. Ako tak teragak-agak tuk score dalam subject depa.. sbb ako ska cara depa ajar n keseluruhannya..

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cikgu sememangnya memainkan peranan yang sangat besar dalam hidup kita suma.. sbb cikgu juga lah kita boleh benci sesuatu subjek sehingga merah saja stiap kali exam.. (instead of fikir: mampus la kat depa sbb tak belajar..apa kata think back: cara ako tak kena nih.kena guna style lain nih.).. bukan semua orang ada kegigihan untuk excel atau berjaya dalam hidup sbb dia mahukan begitu.. banyak bergantung kepada faktor sekeliling..

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maka.. ako tak tou ako merepek apa kebenda dgn bahasa ako yang tungging langgang.. i sound stupid in watever language i used!! harap maaf pada yang terasa..

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ako akhiri dengan: letak lah diri kita diatas kedudukan mereka.. suka kah kita sekiranya kita diperlakukan sedemikian rupa?

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*treat people the way u want people to treat u*

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eh ada lagi.. sial betui depa tak lulus kan exam KPLI ako..baru buh ayat-ayat pedas skit dah reject..ako nih cikgu yang agak baik tau.. yukkss.. your lost!!

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Updated Delayed Post

Hola Bloggers.. Fuh.. cam busy siut kebelakangan ni ngan kerja selain kerja lab..

1. This week adalah week terakhir tuition ako.. Pasni.. lega.. No more comitment.. Saya telah free untuk dibook ke mana-mana pasni.. hekhek..

2. Berlangsungnya program-program anti-tobacco "BERTEKAD" dibawah naungan supervisor ku.. Puas n best!!

3. Sila lawat blog http://bertekad.blogspot.com/ yang akan ako cuba usahakan agar berjaya!!hahaha drama.. kalau ako tak malas.. Tak pa..banyak lagi akak-akak fasi n abg fasi akan update..

4. Ako dah bertambah gelap gara-gara aktiviti outdoor ako bertambah..

5. Maaf to ajk-ajk program BERTEKAD yang tertempias penyakit n angin stuborn ako n tabiat "wanting to do things my way"....oppss.. will try my best to reduce n not to repeat them again!! Gomen..sincerely..

6.Ako tgh gunakan laptop adik hitamku selama 3 minggu.. yeahh!! dia tinggalkan tuk ako..maka ako berlagak ngan laptop ringan ini.!! ako nak beli yan gbaru next year!! Aminn..