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View from My Grandparent's house

Maxwell Hill - Rain every evening

After 3 days of clebrating CNY, I'm back to the crowded bumber to bumber island. This CNY seems to be no diffrent to me. Actually any other celebration give no impact to me. What make them diffrent is the preparation before the big day. For instance, Hari Raya-Kuih Preparation, CNY-New Attire. Of coz the similiarity on both will be the packet money(Duit Raya and Ang Pow).

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We didn't actually put on any raya or CNY song during the day.When others busy decorating their house, we just do some minor cleaning here and there. Not to blame my parents on not creating the atmosphere, it just that none of us felt like doing so. Probably becoz we never celebrate the big day at our house. We'll spend time at late my grandma's house in Kuala Kurau during hari raya. And in my grandparents' house in Taiping during CNY.

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Meeting relatives is another challange during these days. you'll be asked on the current job position. How come i didn't get better job, have I applied for the gonverment job, and what is my current pay. Man..those wuestion suffocate me. Dah la I failed in the PTD's acessment program which suprisingly surprised some elders. What to do. All these politics issue is just not my thing. My mind couldn't click well on debating the current issue. Just don't like it and failed to perform well in it. And I'm really enjoying the current job (push aside the shut down days-Hate it!!). I'm slowly adapting to it and felt as if it's part of me. If only money is not the matter...