The extended soap opera of life from different series have been bugging me lately..
The sad and the happy.. the rush and the blankness..
I’ve started to questioned my existence in this world..
What do I want to do? Or what am I trying to do..
With this two tengkorak hand, I tried and tried to do everything..
And none was completely done..
I’ve lost the focused that I never had..
drifting and sinking in the ocean of uncertainties..
I used to enjoy living in not knowing what to come next.. Horayy for the thrill..
Not sure if I felt the same now..
What I really feel like doing is to pack all my stuff and get away from all the mess..
ya.. I need an escape where I can tune the correct frequency and rethink back my next move.. Hopefully the day will come.. Where I’m able to breath and look at the world from different perspective..
InsyaAllah.. I pray for the day.. Amin..