Tika ako mula mengira detik waktu

Now is 11.45 pm at night..Sambil dgr lagu melayu fav ako “Hanya kau yang mampu”..ako pn memblog..Ako baru pas tgk one serial of Korean movie “World Within”. Hari ni pn ako tuang terawih gak...ended up window shopping with my mama..hehehe hunting for a long skirt.. Cam teringin siut nak pakai..Gipsy style gitu..ntah la ako berani opkai ke tak.

Pas tgk drama tadi..ako terpikir lak..tetiba pasal perasaan.. I mean relationship to the whole.. Some falling apart..some doing well..some blooming..Ako? Still hanging there..Sesuai sgt la lagu “Stand and Stare”.. Pastu tringat lak conversation ako ngan one of senior ako.. It’s ok marina if u r still single at this age..enjoy your life.. There’s always someone in this life for you.. It’s the matter of time.. If tak dak rezeki then you enjoy your life in your own way..

If another 5 years plan ako tak jadi.. What are alternatives ako? I think once exceed 30 and I’m still the same person with empty inbox, then I’m going to totally forget about having the commitment of life..She gave me few examples of excellent friends which are single.. Hmm.. They enjoy the very bit of success in their life.. Maybe that could complement the empty of not having spouses.. Driving big cars and living in big house in the big city and earning big doesnt sounds bad at all..hehehe..

Being single sometimes taught me to be independent and strong. Even when I’ve been waiting and envying others ringing inbox, I’ll coax myself by looking blankly at cik ruby.. I asked for this and I have to bare with this.. I’ll keep myself busy with all recently adopted hobbies.. Patience is virtue.. I’m not sure is all these emotions control is going to works or not..but I’ll give it a shot.. From day to day i believe that I’ll grew stronger until one day if things doesn’t work out accordingly then I’m well prepared and I’ll face the world with another perspective and courage.. Till then.. pray for the best for all people surrounding me.. getting new job, juggling with their study, posted to isolated institution, graduated, and planning for their big day.. May the force be with you all and everything’s going to be alright..

Now, ako dah leh dicatogory kan sebagai lazy cow yang dah tak punctual anymore when it come to going to lab..Dulu.. Sharp kul 9 ako sampai n kul 5 ako blah...sejak 2 menjak puasa ni..cam maleh ja nak g awal.. Of coz la top up kerja lab tak berjalan.. hehehe forget to mentioned.. The puasa days kicked off with my mother working night shift.. So she's not able to join us for sahur and berbuka.. We came out with auto timetable..telepati kononnya with my papa..He prepare berbuka..I'm responsible for sahur..hehehe.. Which means wake up at 4.30 in the morning, masak nasi panas (beras terlebih wangi khas for bulan puasa) and..heheheh masak lauk tuh..simple one..So maknanya it's been 4 days i've been doing the cooking..

Ako banyak kali bgtau kt suma org, ako tau the teori for most of the dishes, but seldom practic them..and ako mmg jenis yang masak tak sedap..heheheh..betull..no matter how hard i tried, still could up to the par.. today i fried kangkung with udang kering and goreng ikan.. Kangkung tu cam termasin and the ikan tu cam tergelap skit..heheh but my papa finished them all tuk bg smangat la tuh..heheh..Isshh menurut org dekat blakang masjid, bukan salah ako tu..kangkung n ikan tu yang degil..heheheh..

Dengan tersipu2 nya ako nak admit, i do enjoy cooking..and past few days gave me a good platform to test without any supervision.. Sometimes when papa stand there and stare at the way i cook, always gave me fright and everything will turn up side down..Grrr..I was planning on having steamboat kat lab..heheh after raya..tak abis2 ngan kegiatan haram lagi..hehehe..Majulah masakan tuk semua..!!

p/s: my mama manage to cook few nyonya dishes d..heheheh..semua gara2 drama little nyonya dkt AEC.. Best siut walaupn i heard that it ended with no happy ending..damn..!!

Blink blink

Ako ni..nak kata tak p jalan dah meronda sakan dah..tapi still my heart is not at peace..i’m still floating around with options and desire to become this and that..and turn out to do nothing..big talk ja lebih..seeing all my friends doing well in their career makes me wonder , do continue study is the right option ? is it just an escape from the working world? When first started the student life, I was amazed and happy on how linear the life is.. No date line, no rush here and there.. after 2 months, there’s still no much progress in my study life, I started to doubt. Did I really made the correct choice… The proposal that I was supposed to submit was still hanging here and there.. Blame it on me for not keen enough to redo and perfect it.. I was so distracted with other things that my concentration was way beyond the sea behind queensbay..waduhhh..After conversation which sounded like war of opinion (in the car to Cheras..Remember??), I was given two options. Not an easy one.. Take it or leave it? I chose to take it.. But I’m not at eased!! Sial tul.. What the heck do I really want to do!! I cant be multitasking and no result.. My focus is not there la.. It came and go.. Fuuhh.. I hate this.. totally hate this!!!

interprame jap gambo poyo..hehehe weh kamu suma yang terlibat..hehehe ako dah dapat dah gambo kat cikpah..tapi..heheh..cni tak leh nak upload la..dia block..

Hari Pertama Dalam Bulan Ini pada tahun ini

Posa month!! suma org pn tau..fuhh mencabar sungguh bulan ni bagi ako..hehe no snacking and tasting the just cook food.. I woke up late today..super late..Before sambung tido after sahur, pesan kt mam "Ma nnt gerak tau kul 10 kalau nak p market"..hehehe mam yg sporting n baik tu hanyak cuit ako at around 11.30..pergghh half day tu..

heheh so as usual..we went to the market and sunshine..Tawaf check baju2 tuk dibeli during merdeka member sale..maybe to some quality is important in choosing outfit..tapi bg ako..heheh blasah ja during sale..trust me..my baju tak banyak yg exceed rm50..pants pn sama..quantiti lg penting+murah!!hehehe..pastu ako pn cam kemas2 la bilik yg cam kubu lipas..n berhabuk gilos..So ako pn punggah la sana sini.. jumpa la beberapa bukti pembiakan generasi c lipas sekalian..ceeyytt..tak gona btul..then ako ngan muka poker n baju koyak2 ku yang dicover ngan sweater buruk tawaf kat pasar ramadhan tuk bli 5 bj karipap..then balik..cook spagetti for papa n me.. mama g kerja..then went for the my first terawih for this holy month.. mencabar gak tu..ngan hujan n imam baca panjang,,ako berkibar seperti bendera..hehehe jahat!!..

hehhehe looks like today was filled with activities..hopefully tomorrow pn warna warni gak hari2 ako..Slmat menyambut bulan ramadhan al-mubarak to all the muslim out there..

Ekspidisi Ke selatan plak

Memanjangkan post sbelum ni panjang sangat.maka ako pn separatekan la story mory ako berjalan2 bersama kawan2 ku..hehehe just last weekend I was on the wheel (jd co-pilot..and cik pah’s driving).. 5 hours go and 4 and a half back..hehehe I just knew that there’s a highway straight from Penang to bangi..which we pay only once.. tapi mahal skit and jauh skit..cam biasa..mulut radio kami dua ni sememangnya no nothing about stopping.. we can talk for 5 hours non stop.. tak campur lagi jumpa the rest and sleep at 3 am.. So 8 hours of non stop tongue twisting.. This time was down to memory lane.. We visited all the places we used to go.. And replay again and again the dark and funny and of coz I’m always the kambing hitam scences..heheheh..so tired but so many things to do..then we ended up in Bukit Ampang.. Ako yang gila sangt nak p..Kamsahamnida to all that made my wish came true.. Oleh kerna terlalu penat..i wasn’t able to really enjoy the scenery.. Just took out camie and kecak..then keep then blah..

Ako yang terlalu obses ngan water
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Tudung2 kat masjid india
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Cik pah bersama dengan kain RM 98 per meter..gelong.
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Muka bosan kena tunggu..
.It need high will power!!
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Paul Smith??
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The reason not to be sad
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Bukit Ampang
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Cup cake yang dibuat khas by Cik Lat... Inche Boy!! d mana nama kami!!
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Yun Ako Epul ngn Ikan.. Iklan jap..Ako bli baju kat ikan!!
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Parah
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Yun..Ko tak de..gambo ni cam menjadi lak..hekhek..
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Alamanda Buluh Rimba

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Ucapan setinggi-tinggi terima kasih diberi kpd cik Lat kerna sanggup menerima kami dan sekaligus menjimatkan banyak wang plastic cik pah..heheh yang ako plan nak byr ansuran selama 3 bulan klau kami kena dok hotel… That night was the MTV world stage which we tak leh g sbb ticket sold out..Wawawawaw..How dare them!!!!!..Pastu jumpa Yun, Parah ngan Ikan .. Then Lyn..Then Jen (my ex- roommate)..Then Aziela..then alamak ako tak ingat la plak lagi.. gomen to those yang tak termention..Wahhhhh this is like super duper XXL pack of fun and excitement I had.. Telupa lagi nak wat dedikasi.. Pada c ferari merah cik pah.. Gomen ...terconteng skit kat skirt dia..wawawa…ako tobat tak mo bawa keta org dah.. wawawa..teettt…And Mirul!! sorry..ako tak sempat nak menapak ke konvo ko..Gambo di sini tak banyak..sbb banyk kt camera cikpah yang agak menipu yg sering menghilangkan jerawat2 ako..

Escape.. Dari Pulau ke Pulau..

Ako kembali setelah nearly 2 weeks of jadi biscuit.. I was 'bebel'ing on wanting to go for holiday and tinggg... I went for double treat..!! The 2nd week of august i was in Langkawi..hehehe tagging along trip.. I complemented all the previously missed out places.. Hehehe this time no order taken, so i manage to lenggang go, and lenggang back.. Repeatedly going to the same place within few months is not really a good idea. Plus i was on tight budget for the next trip.. I'll put a but to the 2 statements made.. I manage to tangle around with my two lab mates.. Indeed this trip really brought us close to each other.. Alhamdullilah.. I'm the newbies and its a relieve that this trip worth the money and the junk that i trew out during the trip.. I'm not a mabuk laut person..I swear it is true until the departure day.. I filled all 8 bags with my ueek ueekk.. Ueekk.. This is totally super super sial journey in my life.. Bencis tahap max..i was ok for the first 1 n half hour.. The continuous inhaling of diesel engine smell from behind the boat initiated my body to reject any signal from the brain to stay cool and healthy..Buruk gila+super miserable ako time tu..I really suffered..hehehe the way back was far better..Those ada duit, forget totally about taking ferry especially from penang..Apa-apa pn..Ako had fun..yeah yeah!!

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towards d end
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Potret Family
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taman yang under construction

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muka bakal sea sick
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A symbol of bird?
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Ni fav Lina according to Jo..hehehe
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Admire siut ngan gifted hand nih..
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Ni adalah cucur cempedak ya..bukan KFC..blakang tu cucur jagung..Sodap!!
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Hotel Bayview..
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starway to the freedomBerkibarlah...Jalur Gemilang..

The Proposal" begins to unravel

I watched The Proposal yesterday and i truly love it.. All this while i'm always a big fan of romantic comedy.. Mr Deed, 50 first date, 2 weeks notice, common guys..help me..wat else? Miss congenality, princess diaries, 27 dresses and not to mention the school holiday 2 hours movie aired on tv3 at 10am kot..hehehe.. And been living with the fantasy for so long.. Is it time to get out? no..net yet.. It is more intoxicated living in the fairy tales of others while waiting for the time and the right one.. Back to the movie.. Sandra Bullock is known for her spontanuos hilarous act. And Ryan? I think this is the first time i saw him in the major movie.. He is hmm charming..Watever..

Their love embarked within 3 days. I believe time is not the factor to fall in love right? They have been co workers for 3 years and Andrew hated Margaret excessively.. While her? heartless lady who've been living alone since the dead of her parents at the age of 16.. Not to mention, she is his bos!!that make things worst.. I do laugh my heart out and stuck myself to little tears on some scenes. The best scene will be Andrew rescue her out after she fell from the boat.. She couldnt swim and damn that nearly dead going to sunk look so super fake.. But hehehe watch it!!.. And of course the last scene.. He look into her eye with so much faith and sincereity.. And those three words just flew..And i melted...ahakzzz..

The start for the flattering journey of emotions