The Truth is sometimes ugly

Today..was a working day.. why? Coz I really work my self today..!! yeahh enjoying it.. although im slightly exhausted with the running around.. Check ur calendar.. Its Wednesday right? Thus.. movie day. Horeeyy.. (after a rejection!!!) I was about to watch Gamers when felt like watching the ugly truth more.. Initially I thought it’s a romantic comedy. Actually it’s a rudely romantic dirty comedy. Hehehehe.. So im lucky that I was alone there except for the fact that others might think that I’m a massive freak watching that movie alone.. LIKE I CARE .. I really thought that it’s a light one.. Like the proposal….. That movie particularly centered on relationship (different people different opinion).. I have to make this non so clean statement: the westerners or those think like one, for some of them, their target in the relationship will be having sex. Of course they have no restriction in adultery (They have but the so call nobel phrase “rules are meant to be broken”). Relax..dun be pissed..read first..

I might sound so traditionally kuno and conservative (name whatever u feel like doing so), I still believe in love (I don’t mean everlasting love..aarrgghh benda tu fairytale bleh angkat buang).. What I meant is love that is not based on lust (nafsu). Its not that when u see someone hot (for chicks) and cool (for man) and jambu (for whoever), then immediately u a fall for her and started to have all the imaginary image (or on hand) in conquering the opponent asset.

Is strong attraction between two different individual should end up on bed? Then what is the meaning of life then? Go get someone u like then lets do it?? Is it so hard to develop those feelings in other way? Well we don’t need to own everything that we like right? Tak thrill aah camtu… Instead of destroying and tightly grabbed those feeling, why not let it flow and have it around. Those feels are something that cheers ur day knowing that our existence meant for someone and be grateful for having these sense. When the time arrived, go for the legal procedure and lets the bell rang (baru ditambah ^o^)..

Lust is not impossible to control if u use your brain and not majorly based on instinct or heart. Be in control with our action that might bring bad consequences are the ultimate turning point in our life. Don’t be drowned with it. Float with it. At least u can gaps the air and enjoy the breeze. Right?

That's why I don’t agree with some of the plots in the movie. n short: Opposite attraction shouldn’t based on sex semata-mata. !! It supposed to mean more...

p/s: Ako pkai skirt g kerja hari nihhhhh!!!!ahakzz..

Tribute tuk Bdk2 Lab ako..

Dunno wat to write..but still feel like posting something up..yeah..my lab mates.. as sign of appreciation to them for being kind to me..please welcome the arrival of some labmates yang u'll never ask for others..Aziah, Lina n wat is the 5o bucks doing there.. Dunno.. Ni hari terakhir before raya.. Lina sangat sweet pada hari ini..Aziah juga..Belah kanan tu tempat ako..skarang dah jadi tempat meletak kuih raya..sangat cozy n of coz semak!! baru ako rasa feel at home..hehehe

Amala, Nalini, Sutha n Aziah.. Sesunggu they are as sweet as their smile..sincerely..
Tu dia.. Org paling kecik n awet muda skali.. Jeng-jeng..kak Aida the perempuan melayu terakhir..Ada satu lagi pic with Aziah in.. tp yg lain nmpk oversize..so Jiah..terpaksa boh pics ni..hehe jgn mare.. Jojo n Rohaimy

p/s:
Ako ada sindrom nak jadi underweight yg healthy n fit..
Maka ako meneruskan routine yg telah ako tinggalkan time puasa.
30 sit up front n 30 back, 30x skipping.. n some light strectching ..
mari suma..kita sihat bersama..!!

Should i say beraya or reunion?

Cik pah tokey pesan makan..time ni ako rasa another lucah joke burst out
Ni lah org jauh yg..hehehe..hehehe..terpaksa makan kenduri kt tabung haji sbb ako tak bg mai rumah..heheh..gomen..

the crowd

ni kt new world park..ako pijak tahi anjing lagi..nak mencarut gak..sial n celaka beruk nya owner dia..dh la bw pet to the public area.. pet berak..nyusahkan org ja..

tgk2..ako pkai maskara la..hehehe

dkt blakng gunung sampah d highway jelutong

i like this shot.. By keri..

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Digital invitations were sent out by me n ck pah in the hope to gather all of our ukm friends that are still available in Penang. Or so kind n besar hati enough to come all the way from Juru n Sg Bakau.. Kudoos frends!! hehehe since the gathering was schedule at night due to some time restriction, most of them cannot be present. Tapi tak pa la.. yang mana ada redah ja la.. i was late.. for 15 minute.. Gomen.. My father n me bro were both sick.. vomit n cirit.. thier stomoch must have been over shock the amount of food stuffed in kot during raya. or they might be suffering from food poisoning..

We had our dinner at Hammer bay.. Comment on d food? Sometimes good location restaurant need not to be served good food.. The food were so plain and none of them excite my taste bud.. as usual our table will create the most noise and paling tak tahan..there are so many conversationa that i catagorized them as lucah..wawawa.. kalau tak pn..ako ttp rasa lucah ngan gelak sinis yg kadang2 ako pn tak paham.. tak tahan tul.. 2 girls and 6 more opposite (naturally..its a joke..not that harsh right? i had worst!!hehe) rock the night!!!.. then org dari Kuala Juru taught me few tips on camie..hehehe maka ako tertau la beberapa info yang ako patut tau..but hehehe ngekkss tak tou.. We even singgah padang brum for ais kacang!!at 11.30pm..pastu setiap hp mula ring..times up!!

Kampung , raya n ako

wahhh suma masih di mood raya gitu..same la..paling lega adalah..ako leh makan ngan senang hati walaupun dgn kecewanya tak dak rumah yg menyajikan laksa pada ku..how sad..on 2 day of syawal, balik lah kampungku yang nun dekat kuala kurau..sapa yang tringin nak merasa buka tingkap nmpk sawah padi tu sila-sila lah wat homestay kat rumah terbiar tok ako..leh la feel cerita mak lampir skit.. spider man byk beraksi n praktis kt dinding n zinc rumah..geng-geng semut bermacam warna lak bina markas n kubu menanti arahan bertindak..

akceli..kazen2 ako banyak yg otai gila dalam bidang fotografi nih...time they were around, haram ako simpan camie diam2 dalam keta..pergghhh lense diaorg ja..ako pandang siru ja dari jauh...tp ako pn ngok gak.. patutnya g la berguru..ako cm takot tetiba ditanya pasal soalan teknikal..mampos demam tak tou jawap..hehehe..tetiba tu pn nak malu..mana tak nya..dah ako jadi permenant tukang basuh pinggan..tangan cam nenek tua dah.. nmpak ja their cars crossed titi yg hampir reban tuh..trus senyap2 ako bw camie g on action..kecak sana cni..ako pn tekan la nak view..SIALAN!! ako lupa letak memory card in..sial sial sial..ako dpt few shots budak2 tgh terjun parit ngan tali air..batakkk!!!..then dgn bebalnya ako balik..last2 ako main kt rumah ja.. peringatan: sila letakkan memory card xtra dlm beg just in case hgpa pn cuai spertiku..

menanti saat nak makan kambing bakar!! nyam nyam

adikku yg lebih itam disebelah

inilah dia..dia kena dialih sentiasa..baru masak isinya..kata paksu ku..

ni part of 27kg ikan yg dibeli dari kuala muda..did i mentioned that ako join d club tuk process ikan2 ni..heheheh..

ni jd mainan ako lak..time tu ako sj tgh lap camie kt dpn pintu..then ako suruh kazen ako lari..penat dia beraksi tuk 1 chup-a-chop..hehehe..imej bayang2 berhantu tidak susah tuk dihasilkan kalau dpt tuning yg betul..mula2 tgk cuak gak..sbb time tu senja..

ni larian pertama dia

ni time dia tgh main buaian..dpt byg semata-mata..

ni crime scene yg ako guna

rumah tok ako msh guna tingkap kayu..spider web penuh kt ctu..

mak ako penah mimpi pasal batu pengiling ni bila dia bw balik anak lesung dia..last2 antar balik

oohh mesin yg jd pojaan hatiku..walaupun dh tak leh perah dh..jadi la..

sayur keladi sebesen fresh baru dicabut..ako tak turun padang..mak ako ckp nnt tgn miang gila..rasa bersalah lak sbb dia gatal2 tgn dia tuk wat asam pedas keladi tuk ako..mama muakkkss lap u..

budak paling mereng..dia ska kata kt ako "ee manina ada cherawat.."kuang jar..

bygkan..klau anda kena buat business malam2 dkt hotel ini..gelap gelita..

ini sisa2 yg jd tiang/adang rumah kot..

penghuni baru rumah tu..gedik gila ska menyondoi kt ako..

mereka berdua adalah kembar..

Peristiwa baju dan ako

Today was raining the whole day... I woke up nearly 11.30..wahhh puas gila tido pas subuh tadi..then pas mandi ako mula buka daun palas tuk balut ketupat di petang hari nnt.. baru ako tringta..ako tak dak lagi baju raya..owwhh..time mak n adik ako do their last minute shop, ako tgk ja..nothing interest me..then ako g kat tailor nak amik 2 baju baru ako yang di alter..skali auntie tu cakap: "haiyo lu bagi lewat sgt la..mana wa sempat siap sebelum raya". Dengan jawapan "ohh..ok..pas raya wa amik"..then dgn minda yang blank ako blk n tgk almari ako.. nothing new to wear..mengeluh jap..tutup balik the door.. sambil ako basuh toilet (turn ako plak)..i comforted myself..tak pa la..it is just another day..dah tak dak rezeki nak berbaju baru..ramai lagi insan tak bernasib baik kat luar tu..oommm...blasah ja la mana ada...

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p/s: tahun ni tahun first dalam hidup ako nak ray akat penang.. So preparation cam tough skit..all the cleanings.. wahhh penat seh...dulu abis kuat sapu setiap bilik ja..ako end dgn: ako penat!!

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slamat hari lebaran to all the muslim out there and happy holiday to the rest!!

Revolutionary Of Pulut

Seperti yg digembar-gemburkan..
i managed to eat the so call pulut daging.
Similiar to pulut udang but we replaced the inner shrimp+coconut paste with smashed meat and potato + kari powder (cm isi dalam karipap)..
Merepek ja lebey..
And wrapped them with banana leaf..
The climax of the day was "Burning them on the newly bought Clay stove" wink wink..

Dengan grand nya that clay stove telah dirasmikan ..

I just knew the existance of starter..
This thing wil be lighted up to ease the burning of the charcoal..
According to my pa la..
Rasa? Bleh tahan gak..
The more paste inserted, the tastier it tasted.
Sbb pulut tu terlembik skit, thus will create the melugai taste if took in too much..
opppss.. sorry ma..heheheh

Meh Meh Cooking!!

Meh kita belajar masak hari ni..

2 days ago, i was on cooking mission. FORCED!! Just to share with u all while evrything is still fresh.. Its a chinese dish.. Salted vege with chicken. My mama modified the original recipe from my pa.. Hehehe in order to fit the taste bud of hers and mine.. So i think anyone out there will be no problem to enjoy this. The main ingredient is sayur masin or known as kiam chai. Its a salted sawi which i can purchase from market easily. I'll narrow down the making of as per below..

• Salted vege / sayur masin / kiam chai (RM 2.50)
• Bawang besar 4 biji (Dipotong 6 each)
• bawang putih 2 biji (smashed wachaaaa!!)
• Cabai kering (10 biji)
• Ayam (Tulang-tulang)
• Sotong kering kenit (8 ekor)
• Serbuk lada putih 1 sudu teh (lada putih yg diblend sendiri yaa..)

Method:

1. Clean sayur masin betul-betul. Clear off all the salts and rendam n tos a few time..tuk eliminate the salts yg terlalu banyak..
2. Then letak minyak dalam kuali or periuk..
3. Dump the bwg besar,bwg putih n cabai kering. Fry them till the cabai smelled.
4. Add ayam + sotong kering and the sayur masin. Mix them all together.
5. Add 2 big cups of water. Close the cover and go lepak watch tv ka..bla bla bla.. Check the water level. Kalau dah kering..Please add more.. It is supposed to be soupy soupy..
   
6. After 25 minutes open d cover n Do U Smell Wat r U Cooking!!!!

Apa lagi.. Ako yg gong gong nil eh wat..i’m sure u all out there can perform better!! Yeahh!!

Food Lover Dreaming On A Non-eating Day

Semalam..

Besides sonseng nim (cikgu: in korea) came back late for break fast.. Class ended late.. N i have to skipped the evening string's revision class.. My housing area was out of electric from 4.30 pm.. Maka kami pn berbuka dalam gelap la..Letihhhhh.. On top of all, i had one plate of rice with my fav - rebung masak lemak kt bakti.. hehehe my pa was complaining on the bau hancheng produced by the marinated rebung..ahh lantak..!! Tapi masak lemak yg paling sedap ako penah makan is by my matrix's roomate... Pergghh.. The flesh of the fish turn out to be so tender and soft while it was cooked with the mixture of spices and chilis.. Each bite gave a sensational feeling and the while the spices melt on the taste bud..!!Berpeluh babe...Pedas..

tetiba time makan cok badak, ako g capai camie...pastu malas nk comotkan camie ngan pusing2 n pulas2 telinga dia..ako pn kecak skali ja...dalam teko tu ada air teh..eheheh
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I'm a super big fan of asian food. Thai's, indian's and Nyonya's and malay's to be exact..hehehe sbb they complement all the 3 S: Spicy, sour and salty..Definately not a big fan of sweet thing.. If my mama buat kuih tu..malu alah la makan bg sokongan kat dia..hehehe...Chinese food? Yeahhh love soup.. Been brought up till today with variety of modified and simple soup.. The full stop stop there.. Other that soup, zipp to others..wooww.. bulan puasa cerita psal makan.. Western? leh aah give a few shots.. then that's it.. perut tempatan abis.. I'll still go for local's.. heheheh..

Delayed Again??

Ni delayed Post: Hari ni cuti lagih.. I begged + black mailed my papa to go and buy the clay stove at town.. Staying in the pigeon hole has been a limitation factor for my family tuk conduct jamuan or open house..Blame it on the crazy landed house price in Penang.. Haihhh… So we’ve been living with mini and portable equipments.. Maka this little red stove is super usefull especially for us to bakar ikan..heheh or pulut udang..Wahhh can also roast chicken!! Syiok syiok!!..

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We round the whole town searching for the right model and price.. All negatives.. The last destination was Sungai Ara.. There’s this little shop selling all the kitchenware opposite the Sek Rendah Sg Ara.. Macam-macam ada… What a waste to go all the way to the way to the town.. Tu la in life.. We tend to reach the far without realizing that the things that we want might just be around the corner.. Hehehe wait till Thursday then can hunt for charcoal plak..leh mula kerja membakar.. Hoyehhh!!!!!!!!

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stove dia lebih kurang camni..tapi warna merah..

nak wat shout out: Kamsahamnida to Aziah as akonya new invinsible follower. Mereng.. sound so desperate..heheh..whatever..

Another day Being Me

Frankly speaking..semenjak ako ada 2 followers baru ni..rajin lak ako menghapdate..hehehe sangkiu sangkiu atasa sokongan anda..!!Sila jemput yg lain menghadap as well.. ^o^.. Tadi pas my mother had her noon nap (sbb dia keja malam), i grabbed kunci motor and preng preng g jelutong cari bihun sup yg kononya sedap sgt tuh..It is situated in the white food court opposite caltex. It's always been an enjoyment for me to wonder around the road with the two wheels and sightseeing. The weather was great and maybe due to the fasting month, the cars on the road werent that aggresive and everything was so relaxing and lay back..

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Tapi siut!!! kedai bihun sup tutup..hantu..!! with pieces of shattering disappointed heart.. I headed back to bayan baru..hoping the bihun sup there ada.. kuciwa lg..Tutup.. tak leh jadi nih..then made a call over for the direction to the laksa sedap..nasib la ada..at least terubat gak taste receptor ako..

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Again with the two wheels ako menapak ke terawih..heheh akhirnya!!!after 3 days of postponing.. Was torn between 2 places, surau kt kg or masjid bayan baru..then dekat trafic light tu, i turn to the big mosque, tukar angin.. Da da da da.. (hari ni ako tak berangan banyak..sbb imam dia baca surah pendek..jahat glo)..hehehe..

teringat zaman dulu-dulu ketika bersama budak pesta.. Kt USM known as Convex..Yeahh!!!

Beginning n Ending

kasut ini telah arwah.. It was with me twice to this island
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Hari ni update was done from my house desktop (after ako terpaksa trace blk gambor bertunang abg ako tuk dicuci..lopa sehhh)..Hmmm before i start all the bebelan..Just a reminder to those RAs.. Please check the expiring date of ur contract and renew it soon or ull end up being me yg gaji kena ptg stengah sbb lupa renew..damn..time time raya la dia nak wat hal..tp lantak la..i'll use whatever i have first..
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SIM in Chulia street kot is one of the well known supplier for cake n kuih's ingrdients.. So mama pn geng ska wat kuih, i drove her down to there to grab 3 packet of jagus and few things that came across her mind.. Pastu..heheh jeng jeng..dah jumpa dah skirt panjang poyo yang dihunt slama ni dgn harga rm32..heheheh ako bawa balik try (no fitting room) ceyytt cam nyonya p market..hodoh+lawak..tapi blasah ja..nak gak pakai bila brani.. The shop was situated near the famous cendol n ice kacang stall.. Just beside.. Good price and tonnes of choices.. It mainly caters tourist, so make use of the local language and style to bargain!!.. then masuk la plak bazar yg agak panas tu..nasib puasa,klau tak semangkuk cendol dah ako balas..maka mula la senget bahu2 mengangkat bahan2 belian my mama..fuhh berpeluh..
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Across the road, saw a gorup of photographers on outing kot.. Wahh looking at the machine clinking on their neck pn dah cukup wat my eye popped!! fuhh.. sabar2..If i was the tugu or tiang planted on the road, i'll be able to make own documentary on the passer-by..mcam2 gaya..samseng, perasan, travelers,beggars..they aint going to stop from forming the life drama n scenario..and the cycle is going to repeat over n over again..

Hari Ako Tidak Bersahur

Wohhh today was a hettic + benggang day.. Fuhh started of with mama wake me up at 5.50am with ayat tak leh tahan “La Na..awat tak set jam?”..ako pn blur2 check jam then I was AMAZED with the discovery.. I missed out waktu sahur by 5 min!!! wat wat wat wat!! Then pas subuh dgn bebalnya ako lena balik..
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The morning was more tired and exhausted than ever.. I was not used to not waking up sahur then puasa..thus it was a super challenge to me to puasa under empty stomach. Haru biru gak the whole day with non pms mood swing..With red baju kurung yang ako letak double sided tape kt bawah baju sbb terbuka.. Kancil pn gerak la menyusur jalan tuk msk usm.. Suddenly operation n experiments wasn’t that smooth.. So cam sdikit sebanyak a few people effected ngan muka cekodok ako..Ako mls nak wat lawak kurang bijak yg ako slalu wat..banyak diam n less movement.. Fuhh..baru wat xperimen skit dah kecoh siutt ..hehehehe gempar ja lebeyyy!!!sorry guyss

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Then time berbuka, both my hungry parents were playing pondok2 tgk uli karipap..hahaha bermacam2 bentuk.Without even showing any interest, i went to the room and zzzz..hehehe.. So i had 4 biji karipap besar yg padat (inti sedap gak..kulit ja liat skit)..Errkk alhamdulillah..Tak mo dah...tak bgn sahur..serik doohh..

A magazine quoted that "Why not take time to look around your area and find interesting location bursting with intricate detail. Colors, texture, detail, pattern lines"..bla bla bla..

Camie n Me

Hari tu En ska wildlife ada tanya ako..

En ska wildlife: Eh ni laptop ko eh?

Ako: Aha..napa?Jgn aah kutuk dia wlaupun dia dah tua..(heheheh 4 tahun doh this laptop servicing me..)

En ska wildlife : Tunjuk aah gambo2 ko.. (Baru ako tringat..dia pn ada gak sebiji gedabak..dia terkenal sbb all his pics are on birds..Birds super lover or overly obsessed with Birds life)..

Ako : ooh tak dak la..suma ada dalam PC kt umah.

En ska wildlife pn blah la pas dia bebel amenda ntah kat ako yg ako tak pay attention to..
After he left..Ako pn started to do the muhasabah diri again..Fuhh been thinking a lot lak lately.. Why the hell that I bought camie? I was not the ART type yang snap beautiful pics.. I have to admit that the so call SLR season tu play an important roll in deciding what cam to buy. Time tu mmg I really wanted to buy one replacing the berenang Nikon s550..

Then pas tanya sifu tetapku yang dia rasa dia ART n ako pn terpaksa mengaku dia ART.. hehehe dia pn cam letak jarum2 gak yang membakar lagi my will on choosing Camie instead of Olympus u series yang tuff gila tu..masuk dlm air or can withstand cold n pressure tu.. Ako mmg smangat bila I my hand was on the button. Few times ako kena tegur, why aren’t the camera in action yet? Hehehe bukan tak nak..kadang2 malas n kadang2 the scene does not catch my eye at all. And I wasn’t at the mood to capture anything..hehehehe then ako lak mmg suit gila malas nak edit ngan photoshop.. then ako kan tengkorak skit.. mmg la gaya tak cukup sempoi nak usung slr cam org lain..tapi nak wat camna..hehehe dah ako mmg tak dak style.. sabor je la.. Tapi I really cherished camie presence in my life.. Mmg ako tak dapat capture skillfully, but ako tetap berjaya made some pics yang ako ska.. bukan ako nak jual pn..so I clicked pics that I like and ako still welcome komentar2 yang membina..After all.. This is a small-small world kan? Below remaining pics ako g KL hari tu..Weh sapa berkenaan amik ja la..ni suma vga format..tak leh nak wat apa dah..(nnt ako tambah load sok..ternet sial aah)