Wat A Day..

Ni confession: All this while, the toilet was cleaned by who ever rajin. Then i heard most of the family there's rotation in cleaning up the toilet. So i was pandai2 draft out one duty roaster where we take turn to clean the toilet once a week (my adik hitam as usual escape!! kentut punya budak!!)..

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Last week was my turn and i chose Sunday. My mind and soul wasn't at peace yesterday. So after cleaning up the dishes i started with the 2 sinks and bathroom and jamban the last. While cleaning, the brain cells were racing to express themselves. The situation with some possible solution. The future with uncertainty. The current with multiple unexplained questions. Whoaahh..

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Please let me again put some moral stories behind basuh jamban.. Due to non constant maintenance of the toilets, no matter how hard i scrub, i washed, used the best and powerful detergent, the stained just stayed. In life is the same, if we don't constantly service (in can be anything: relationship, cars, house, even gadgets..) or take a good care of the thing that we assume we care, the condition might not be as good as we remember it to be. When the damage or abandon started, the possibility of it gaining it tip top form is undeniable hard and close to impossible. But as a plain and normal human being, most of the time we just couldn't seems to put our hand in everything. Wrong sentence, we can but we pandang ringan on all those thing..There's always taught that we can do it later and in the end we failed even to remember that we have something lining up for our concern. What can we do with that? i don't know. I've been constantly did all those thing without realizing that i neglected to prioritize what need to be..I drafted what should and shouldn't be done.. The end of the day? I'll laid on the sofa watching tv., cursed myself for that..

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To some of friends, they know that i sometimes take thing easily..Which is bad.. Even when it come to emotion involved matters.. Always killed the hurt and sensitive feeling emerged when i'm in to something, controlled my desire coz i know that it might bring bad consequences. Ingat senang ka?Being neutral is damn hard when u have to voice out but turn it down. My room been constantly the crime scene for my own dialog (i talked to myself a lot as there are things i couldnt go public).. Please do not blame me if any of u was hurt due to my driedness. i was doing it out of my full consciousness and i dont have bad intention..

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Back to the cleaning part, i cleaned inside and out of the toilet. What a real relieve.. Although i might not be able to shine every section and corner of the space... I know that i did the best i can and I'm happy with the fact that I've contributed..

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p/s: Toilet is the best cozy place where we can think quietly while doing business. So please keep it clean...heheheh.. :)