Hapdate hapdate!!!!

Wah..kawan kawan..!!!

I’m back…For good? Nahhh for ntah apa2.. Been taking time to adjust with the new week schedule.. Hehehe.. I think most of u knew that i am furthering my study currently.. hehehe going back to the life of a student back. The first few days were not so well. Blame it on my awkward behavior.. Cursed myself for not being able to mix around with others.. Hehehe.. The first step is always the hardest.. Yet.. The journey of thousand miles begin with single step.. To gain all the courage to begin the very first step is not easy.. As I’m still not doing very well at this very moment..

The scientific terms.. the journals to be read filled with sea of information waiting for my glance. Not glance.. It’s supposed to be read again and again and again.. To understand.. !! as I couldn’t!! But better now..

Today was the real lab day.. I helped out my senior to dissect the mouse. Total of mousse were 30.. So to cut it short.. With all the equipment ready.. We started.. The lab assistant responsible for the killing of the mouse wasn’t around. So we!! Yes We.. Killed them by ourselves.. Paralyze them with the tutt solution.. (not sure is it proper to exposed the reagents. So better zipp.. hehehe)..Then put them on the table.. One hand on the neck, another on the tail.. Bismillahirahmanirahim.. Pull until crakk sound.. The neck was separated from the body.. I did killed 4.. But couldn’t continue.. Cam tak sampai hati lak..

Most of the little creature still moving when we cut open the stomach.. Ya.. Use scissors and potang sana cni.. Potong the across the isi and muscle.. Cam lapah daging la.. To get the liver.. Some even worst.. After the cutting, suddenly the mouse bagun and jalan2..tekejut and kesian.. Crackk.. another pull.. Still move? Another pull again.. Syahid la dia.. Some produced weird sounds.. Ceyyyt ceyyt.. Fighting hard to stay alive.. But what to do.. For the sake of science.. Trust me.. If u are an animal lover (Ni khas tuk lat .. Silap2 hg jadi tukang menagis kat ctu..hehehe)..No way u can do what we did.. It was pretty cruel for heartless creature like me.. Ya..me no big fan of animal.. So I’m not heavily affected by the process. Except for being slightly dizzy.. Looking at too much blood.. (I’m not mabuk darah..but there were too much..+ I didn’t take my iron supplement today..)

The first few attemps were slow.. Then.. Bila hatiku sudah beku.. Violent + less mercy cutting started.. hahahaha…. Sounded like mental killer freak…hahaha..

P/s: I’ll update more often next time.. Waiting for my laptop.. (it is still with adik hitam ku..Hehehe).. PC kat rumah cam hantu.. Ni pun type dalam word.. later baru transfer.. or not loading itself is like a snail on the highway..…Sial..