She's like that

Bestie is getting married!
I'll be one of the bridesmaids.
I'm happy for her.
Yet,
I feel dreadful for myself.

Dear God,
I have faith in your arrangement.
I pray that he'll be worth of all these waiting.
Do align my heart if it strays.
If it is fated to be not occupied,
Do strengthen it to face days to come.
Do fill it with your love and blesses.
Do put loneliness and emptiness away from it.

Love,
Forever a pest,
MS