Wednesday, August 08, 2012

I am sorry

I am sorry..
I am sorry that i am not pretty enough to catch the male’s attention from miles ahead…
I am sorry i am not cute enough to have people turn twice at me..
I am sorry i have nothing on my features that stands out..
I am sorry i am not fragile enough to have male competing to protect me.. to help me…
I am sorry my presence brings annoyance rather than enjoyment
I am sorry i grew up so blunt and straight..
I am sorry i am not warm enough..
I am sorry for being cold and stone hearted..
I am sorry for being boring and idealess..
I am sorry i don’t have the magical hand.. I messed things up rather than fix them
I am sorry my heart is not pure and naïve enough to be loosing grip in the purest way..

Sometimes..

I felt that i am sorry.. I am sorry Marina.. I am sorry that u have to be me.. You have to be this difficult and tangled.. I am sorry.. I really am..

4 comments:

sYukCurz said...

you dont have to say sorry. (cheh post mcm ayat LCW kalah ng Lin dan jer).

we are grateful to have a wonderful friend like you.

cucu Tok Hamzah said...

boring and idealess??
haha, tipu ni.. aku asyik gelak ja ble lepak ngn ko~

*Ti@N* said...

Nooooo! dont think like that.
You are gorgeous.
You are wonderful.
You are amazing.
Must have some faith that your right one will appear real soon.

Mummy, we love you. You know what. =)

Red Chopsticks said...

Thanks guys..hugs.. If only my world evolve only around u guys.. Then there's nothing to haihhh.. World out there is occasionally a bit unkind..hehehe well.. There's no 'a bed of roses' life right.. This post is not fully about mr Him.. The surrounding..work place majorly.. Have to endure huh!! U all too!! Fighting!!