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Adalah sangat hmmm kurang menarik to keep on starting a conversation with " Buat apa tu?" / "Ada kt mana?"

Sekarang.. tgh.. Hujan...

Ako.. tak berchenta.. maka ako tak biasa feel romantic "LIVE".. ako rasa tak pa la.. ako rasa semua tu after the official la.. insya Allah..

Tapi.. ako ska baca romantic novel.. ska tgk romantic drama.. yg tak keterlaluan.. yg natural.. dan tak dibuat2.. yg FEELnya disampaikan tanpa perlu kata2 muntah hijau yg wahhh ako malu nk dengar.. benar.. Ako agak pemalu org nya bila tajuk perbualan adalah "hati dan perasaan"..

terbaru... Ako terhook dengan Protect The Boss.. Lucu.. dan ako ska..

Me and teaching

One of the best compliment i've ever received as a part time tutor is: "One of the reason i like you teacher is that you understand your student well xD "

p/s: Sbb Cikgu bukan gurl-gurl and gedix gedix.. so i despise those in that category.. if so unfortunate that u'r in my class.. have a taste of early "Neraka".. ^0^

Jom!!

Bumi Allah tu luas. Ilmunya juga luas. Belajarlah dengan bermusafir. Ramai yang terlupa, alam itu sendiri guru yang hebat dalam mengajarkan ilmu Nya.

Okay.. jangan Marah!! jgn..!!! No No No.. Urgghhh Urghhh

عَنْ أَبِي هُرَيْرَةَ رَضِىَ الله عَنْهُ : أَنَّ رَجُلاً قَالَ لِلنَّبِيِّ صَلَّى اللهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّم : أَوْصِنِي. قَالَ: لاَ تَغْضَبْ. فَرَدَّدَ مِرَارًا قَالَ: لاَ تَغْضَبْ. رواه البخاري

Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a. :Bahawa seorang lelaki berkata kepada Nabi SAW: Berikan daku wasiat. Baginda bersabda: Janganlah engkau marah. Lelaki itu mengulangi soalan itu beberapa kali. Baginda tetap bersabda: Janganlah engkau marah. -Hadis riwayat al-lmam al-Bukhari.

cilok from: here

Contengan Petang

Ako tak pandai nk susun ayat mega-best.. but the quote below sangatlah reflect what i felt during and after the long trip.

“Dengan berjalan dan bermusafir tu memang banyak sangat benda kita boleh belajar. Belajar dari kawasan dan persekitaran, belajar daripada orang yang dijumpai sepanjang permusafiran, belajar daripada ujian sepanjang perjalanan, belajar daripada orang yang menemani.

Sekarang baru faham. Hidup bukan hanya diertikan dengan nota-nota muzik atau warna-warna. Hidup bukan hanya diertikan dengan kejar harta dan kerjaya. Hidup bukan hanya diertikan dengan kejar cita-cita. Bahagia bukan hanya diertikan dengan senyuman ketawa riang gembira.”

*Living here for the hereafter*

-Hlovate. Contengan Jalanan-

Lost and Found

“Dan sungguh akan Kami berikan cubaan kepadamu , dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan dan berikanlah berita gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar” (Surah al-Baqarah : 155)

Cer disebalik surah ni adalah… jeng jeng.. hari tu as usual ako buat inspection dekat Qbay sbb tak tahan kan sejuk dalam lab (aha!!!).. dah dekat sejam ako pusing2… then tetiba teringat nk teraba mencari ticket parking.. maka proses molesting every single pocket on me and in the bag was conducted in the middle of the shopping complex.. guess what.. ta daaa.. tak dak.. dalam minda dah nmpk dah RM 30 melayang.. waduhh… cam ralat.. if tak hilang.. duit tu top up skit bley bli bag baru (saw one in Material.. lalalala)..

terkeluar topic sat.. Recently mind ako cam kerap struck ngan hadis2 simple and kata2 hikmah.. The anger replacement of loosing RM30 was: “Allah tidak akan membebani seseorang dengan ujian yang melebihi kemampuan umatnya.”

Thinking that there might be worst test then that.. ako pn beristifar and.. heheheh continue cuci mata!!! ahahaha.. lingering around the book stores deciding what to spent on the recent RM 200 voucher.. on the way back, ako pn drop by la check toilet just in case i dropped there while doing my ‘business’. Tettt negatif.. pasrah

climaxnya.. ako nmpk sorang officer dia (not that he was good looking or what..) tgh lepak ngan cleaner.. and camna ntah.. instead of paying attention to what he wore.. mata ako terpacak nmpk something on his hand… a parking ticket!!!! ako pn dengan tanpa segan silu..

Me: Excuse me.. is that a parking ticket? 
Him: haa jumpa dekat lantai.. u punya?

Me: boleh tgk? (tarikh, time..sebiji!!) .. ya la ini saya punya.. boleh saya ambil?

Him: ha..

Me: gaya exaggerate abih terima kasih ako flashing the card everywhere.. demm i was soooo grateful at that time…!!

Yg teruknya.. right after that ako nearly like: “ishhh RM 30 nih leh p bli beg nih”.. gegeg tapi tersadung dekat escalator and tersedar.. hekhekhek…

We are tested in every single way with or without us realizing them and in light or hard manner. It is our reaction towards the test that matters. and both ayat above really work on me that time.. and i am again grateful.. Alhamdulillah..

Wordless

It must has taken so much effort to constantly look up upon yourself (praise yourself).. nevertheless some people just do it effortlessly..

Away and away again

sabar-sabar.. post ni tiada kena mengena dengan travel tips ka hapa.. not in the mood yet to upload any pic/photo.. (partly due to the internet constrain kan.. laptop tak bawa.. and i am indeed very dreadful without him and dont have much distractions were brought along either.. should have stuff more books in my bag..).. lucky had that small ipod with few e-book saved in it.. so literally i finished 3 e-books during that few days away.. chick-flick again i'm afraid..^0^..

Learn a lot during the trip (still learning and discovering new things from time to time).. to open one heart to appreciate the nature and everything around us.. away from family and comfy zone did the magic on strengthening the inner will power and surviving ability..

p/s: gua dah start miss home.. hopeless me.. cam ni kononnya nk stay oversea? my foot!!!

Ako dan Malam

Hari ni ako tak leh tido.. dah dekat jam 2.30 am dah.. barangkali late night dkt lab dah turn biological clock ako upside down.. so ako pn sambung la pembacaan buku Hlovate: Contengan Jalanan yang baru ako sentuh 2 hari lepas.. Perjalanan menccari Tuhan tagline nya.. cm biasa... bait-bait kata dia sentiasa berkesan dekat jiwa ako..

Half way.. ako pn berwuduk.. dan kerja kan solat sunat.. Ceteknya kan ilmu ako kan.. nk buat solat sunat apa pn ako tak tau... istiqarah pn tak tau.. last2 ako niat solat sunat ja... Macam dalam penulisan dalam naskah-naskah buku.. solat pada larut malam tenang rasanya.. pabila sujud.. rasa keinsafan yang tak terhingga.. ako cuba cari feel tu... tak dapat.. tak kusyuk maybe..

ntah macam mana.. ako capai la tafsir berhabuk yg lama dah ako tak buka.. dengan segala qudrat ako habiskan surah yassin.. punya kalut pay attention pada tajwid sampai ako lupa nk hayati terjemahannya... skali lagi.. tiada feel yg digambarkan dalam bahan bacaanku.. maybe dah tepu dah tompok hitam dkt hati ako nih.. nk cucikannya semula bukan perkara yang mudah..

"klau org kata nk buang tatu di kulit tu sakit, nk buang tatu dosa di hati lagi perit" Hlovate

Bila ako berhenti dan berfikir

kadang-kadang ako tertanya-tanya.. apa yang ako cari dalam hidup nih.. alhamdulillah serba serbi ako ada.. tapi kenapa ako tetap rasa hollow? perasan ni dia hinggap sekali skala.. kadang-kadang time di lautan manusia yang ramai.. feel ni strike.. kadang2 bila ako sorang-sorang.. ako mula buat deep thinking..

time ako paling tenang skali time ako matrik.. time tu la ako mula berjinak dengan solat jemaah dan bacaan yassin. Time tu rasa jiwa ako tenang ja.. walaupun mulut suit ako still tak dak insurans.. kekadang ako tertanya gak ngan diri ako sendiri.. dah tau apa yang kosong tu, kenapa ako still remain ala hippies camni? dlu time ako matrik.. ako rasa cam hidayah dan sinar keinsafan yang ako terima nih insya’Allah akan berkekalan sampai bebila.. ako salah.. sbb.. inner ako masih belum kejab ilmu rohani ako.. ako bukan jahil.. cuma ako masih dalam fasa penafian.. ako tau and ako percaya dengan rukun agama.. ako tau ako paling filled bila ako dekat nganNya dengan full focus.. sialkan.. setiap kenyataan ako ada ‘tapi’.. sbb tu ako kata ako masih dalam denial..

ako tak sure brapa lama ako going to be like this.. ajal maut tak kenal umur, jantina… ako tak tau bila time ako.. tapi ako.. ako tak mo that hollow feeling.. ako cuba.. insya’Allah… mungkin ako tak sempat filled it before ako chow.. tapi.. ako akan cuba… slow slow.. sebab ako juga percaya.. Allah sangat sayang kat ako.. sbb tu ako ada kehidupan ako sekarang.. Ako sayang Dia juga.. Ya Allah… kau ampunkanlah dosa hamba mu ini.. teruslah naungi ako di bawah hidayah mu.. wlaupun berkali-kali ako membelakangi Mu.. ako may not be pengikutmMu yang baik seperti rakan taulan ku.. tapi.. ako tetap bersyukur.. sbb ako sedar.. kasihMu.. tetap bersamaku.. ya Tuhan.. terima kasih.. Alhamdulillah…

late hang out

Checking out from the lab.. 2.50am... rushing away before the clock reached 3.. gegegeg masih tahyul.. ^^

Ako. Langit. Laut. Bumi (Part 1)

Along the way to kl I was accompanied by the full moon lighting up the whole journey keeping me AWAKE!! Even zikr could drive me to sleep.. I was blinking the whole way paying attention to the diver who drive slower than my EX5.. Cermat maybe.. my route to LCCT was:

Penang (Plusliner-RM 35.20) [8.00pm] --> Old KTM station (supir diraja fetched.. ^^) [1.00 am]--> KL central (Star Shuttle – RM 9) [3.15 am] -->LCCT [4.30am]

While the bus was stopping at Simpang Pulai's rest house, I was scanning the whole area from the upper level of Plusliner bus, the movement of living and non living objects are somehow in rhythmic order.. Cars, lorries, bikes, human from different gender and races and even counties were moving in such a way that they don't collide with each other but been full filling own and each other's needs.

Fiza came and fetched me and actually saved me from being tormented when I was at the mamak stall nearby the bus station. Despite of being scared as i was feeded by pairs of eye from every corner of the restaurant… cant blame them.. what was this girl doing at 2 am in the morning with huge backpack and only asking for a cup of milo and refuse to eat anything (helloooo!! pass eating time ler~~)

Hanging out at McD Kl Central at wee hour has long been forgotten.. Remembered during my younger days, hanging out with the geng around Bukit Bintang area and the McD was the pit stop before we catch the first train back to uni. mengimbau lagik~~ As usual, nothing from mcD that stir my appetite.. (again.. it was passed eating time!!) So we chatted and keeping up with each other's life... It's me actually been keeping with their life.. There's nothing much to keep with me pn...~_~

Bus ticket to LCCT can be purchased at the lower floor of kl central but we have to board the bus at the first floor.. The first bus to depart after the last bus (12 am) is at 2.45 am.. Cm poyo jer.. The place was under construction kot... And to my surprise.. It's Thursday morning and the bus is nearly full house!! What a crowd to board the so-called cheap flight. 3.15am sharp and the bus moved towards the airport.

There are few bus services from KL central to LCCT: SkyBus (Red Colored), Star Shuttle (Yellow).. Try to avoid star shuttle.. the whole bus was shuttling the whole journey!!! Hadoii~~~

Sky Bus & Star Shuttle (similar schedule)

Besides KL central --> LCCT, Star Shuttle provides:

1) Ipoh --> LCCT

2) Batu 3 --> LCCT

3) Puduraya --> LCCT (recommended. So u don’t need to wake your whole phone list to send you to KL central)

4) Setiawan --> LCCT

Or to save up some time, try KLIA Express (28 minute only) but with limited operational hour (5.30 am – 12.30am) and… u need to carry your bag into the transit bus that will drive u to the komuter station.. then again.. carry the heavy bag board the train.. and again.. out of the train.. save some energy and hassle basle thingy folks!!! unless there’s some time restrain and light luggage, other than that.. (thought there's a potter to help you with the bag.. but.. ishhh) Those buses will be sufficient.. U don’t want to start your journey grumbling kan..~~

High and Low in Borneo

Yeayyyy... Big Bang representing the Asia Pacific region won the Best Worldwide Act on MTV EMA beating other well known artists including Britney Spears!!!!! Jerit... which also means... another millions of screaming fans will be sharing TOP with me.. Haiihhh~~~~ 싫어!!! 그 남자 내꺼!!! (^0^)V

빅뱅!!!!! 축하해!!

Too early to decide whether this a trash holiday or its an event that i am going to annually attend it.. So.. bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. any info about the event, view here Laili Basir . Just in case suddenly i am MIA, call him!!!!! ^^

Karang Karangan

If i were to categorize which generation possessed the highest confident level, the honor will definitely goes to BABY. They will fearlessly cry their lung out without keeping track on the time and place. And due to this fearless attitude, they will always getaway with whatever their want.. See… how confidence they are in expressing their thought although one might require some skill to do the interpretation. Like the lyric goes: You said it best when you said nothing at all…

Time and life changed us differently. Some of these babies are the hot shot in a corporate company and some are unfortunately ill with social disease and stuff. But all of our life started as a cute little confident baby.. cliché huh..

Those who knows me will agree i am not plain.. not that plain.. but i am more to moderate.. moderate both physically and mentally.. i just happened to know this and that.. and being recognized sometimes by who and who… and ive been like this ever since i hit whoever that was blocking my way (that was so during my jahiliah time!!) So i don’t have this huge turning point in my life when suddenly i am from this person changed to the other multi-fold improved individual.

Confidence has been nurtured in us from our surrounding. My pa made me stand by the Penang Bridge and snap photo when i can still clearly remember how gila babi scared i am. So i constantly challenge myself from time to time and confidence has tag along piece by piece. I may not being able to shot editorial pic or walk on the runaway (Hanis Zalikha!! U know how jealous the female and shemale are on your achievements!!!! TT_TT).. but then...we the moderate people still have some moments in our life where we accidently took good picture and are occasionally confident tak tentu hala walking on our flat/heels on the street (p market pn kira hokey!!!)..

In my case.. Confidence does not really change me but it shapes/molds me into who i am today. Confidence makes you see world differently and have your own perspective view without being too intimidated by people’s possible criticizes on you. Because you know that if they don’t accept your thoughts/idea, at least you burppp them out and you are heard rather than sitting around the corner and not doing anything because you are too shy or quite. I always believe it’s better something than nothing at all.

I’ve read on one of the blogger story on this title. I don’t feel sorry for her.. yet i feel proud of her.. she found it and her life has changed ever since.. Her past is just a stepping stone for her before she’s out of the cocoon. So those out there.. don’t wait for the cocoon to break.. Tear it!! No shield is needed as long as you believe.. God is with you.. ALWAYS.. If you think that you are doing something right.. Go ahead and accomplish your goal.. You just have to believe in your self..

That you CAN.. you WILL and you WANT

Acknowledgemet

Sir : Since u've been training pomsae, i expected more from a pomsae athlete...

remarks: ahhhh it sounded so music to my ear... ahakz... being acknowledge as one even though everyone knows i can't remember most of the patterns and daaaaa i hate reverse swing.. ..^0^..

Should Stop trying

I’m not sure about you but i do have this tendency to impress people around me with whatever skills that i posses. Even there are times where i’ve done some chores merely to let people notice about me. What a shame.. never learnt the word “sincerity” huh!!! the travelling thing was started off as a plot to wow people until i fell deeply in love with it.. addiction.. really hard to kick off addiction... though uploading the pics are one of the best thing followed by the impressive comments by the viewers… ahhhh sial ako kan.. tak guna…!!!

Trust me.. it is very tiring doing so.. (see… i used present tense!! which means at this very age… i still accommodate myself with such act.. sometime… pathetic kan??) but u cant help.. since i can't vow people with my beauty, what’s left is hard work… getting myself busy here and there… so u want to say that i’m hypocrite yer? that why just i can't act like myself.. or be myself?? why bother to put on such effort??

these are my excuses (if u prefer it to be called that way)…

1. i’m hell a busy body that like to land my hand in nearly everything within my reach…

2. Everything starts off with routine work aspired by my dear mother… wash this.. wash that… take this.. take that.. do this and that... Eventually requests have evolved to habit… so i practically moved myself to the chores first before this bad lingering thoughts creeping over my mind…. so it is sincere in the beginning and the uninvited intention follows..

p/s: so people who felt that i am always buat bagus or belagak baguih tu… think what u like.. if that satisfy u then go ahead… i am still me and u are still you…

The moment

Couldn't help but falling for this pic..

wordless

silly isn't it..

You don't cry when you are committing sins...

yet...

You are hurt by simple verbal facts..

old n lame

Lama la plak ako tak berblog… not that i am extreme busy or what… harus aahhh ako stalk abis blog2 fav ako kan.. tak lengkap kitaran dan putaran hidup kiranya tiada sajian2 ayat-ayat gelak tuk ako start hari ako kan… cam effortless ja sesetengah org membuat lawak kt blog depa… “u need talent to be funny” hokey!! and ako love funny notes or quotes… this lazy cow cannot read heavy material… she’ll drain all her mental juice away and fell asleep immediately though she’s served herself with thick aroma coffee..

p/s: a little angry with herself lately for unable to control her anger… should she enjoys another holiday???