Farewell

To bid farewell is the transition to greet new crowd and it is hell tiring!!

Plan plan plan

Ya know what!
I hate money management.
I hate to count everything that i paid deducting from what i have.
It usually drives me insane with my over spending. (Hanging myself soon!)
But this time is serious!
With the possibility of being unpaid for few months before the money starts to flow is seriously scaryyyy!!!!
I bang my head to the wall seeing the depleting buku biru..
Jerittttttt!!!!
From transportation to lodging!! Enormous!
And looking at the figure freaks me out!
Immediately cancelled all the nearby little outing..
Hilang akal! I'm so nearby the sea and yet my diving gear is jailed!
Astarfirrullahhalazim...istifar banyak2..
I am seriously considering a real simple life.
Will start cutting down more leisure (ahaaaaa!!! Hidung jadi panjang ... toingggg)
And i'll start with keeping a ledger book. (Kannnn! =.=|||)
Disciplineeeee button pressed. Mission will be activated on... May (ahahaha i do need some pampering before being serious kan!!!!!!)

Ako sang pipit

Each time when i saw beautiful lady comes out from a luxurious car, i gets jealous! (Who does not kan!).. It's like they have the world. Killer heels, superb dress, gorgeous handbag and great hair style.

I need to hit jackpot or hook myself as mistress in order to live like that. (Eye drolling, saliva dripping)

One day, while i was driving my darling kancil with the window wind down, it hits my mind that: why do i need luxury? When i myself grew up as the simple me. I wear whatever on sale, seldom follow current trending attite (put peplum dress far far from me please!!). I can't even walked pass Zara without feeling miserable for dressing up far far farrrr from the mannequin. I don't even feel comfy strolling in Pavi alone (put me in pasar malam/hypermart and jangggg.. i rule! That's my kingdom!!). 

So i cancelled a tempting purchase and go for more down to earth choice. Something resemble me more. Tak pa la kurang bergaya sikit. MS kan MS. She's miserably awesome just by being her!!! 

Sapa kata tak teringin nak mengebat.. Teringin.. Tapi.. Bersederhanalah dalam segala urusan kita and live a life according to our ability. 4 tayar ja punnnn!!! 

Ps: to people who is accustomed to modesty, sometime luxury is discomfort. -ms said-

Letih doing nothing

Day 3 unemployed
Overslept due to the extremely superb weather.
It was raining when my alarm rang.
And deeeerrr.. Apa barang bgn?!
Awake half and hour after that.
Recited al-fatihah (been training myself to do this on daily basis)
Did my 30x sit ups, 10x pumping. (This explains my current widening shoulder!)
Prepared the boring breakfast: 2 sausages + egg + bread.
Decided to bring them to the balcony.
Enjoyed the dizzling rain while having breakfast.
Read few lines of books then got bored again!
Lunch prepared by Papa.
And time passed by just like that

Ps: i am seriously not fit to stay at home and go through easy life.
Can't wait! To work! Work! Work!

Again??!! Again??!!

I went for an escape to the island with a group of sea lovers.
Then again i was asked the same boring question: Tak dak bf ka?
Demmm..
Have i been waiting for you?
Why? What?
We know each other less than 'long'.
Never once we have private time together.
Never once we spend time over meal together.
Just u and me.
Never once we share intimate moment together.
Basically we did nothing to be remembered of.
But why?
Why do i have your image floating in my mind.
No matter how much i wipe.
How fierce i chased them away.
It will still be there.
I don't even know u personally.
I see you from far.
Only from the net.
So why do i close myself?

So i started to pray and pray..
Ya Allah.. Close my heart.
Open it only to the One.
Till then.. Seal it..

Sweep sweep sweep you away

Always chanting the same chorus:
Forget forget
Release release

But each time i grabbed the phone,
On the FB. The search section will appeared your name.

"我们都无话可说
你现在的快乐
不是因为我 我很难过"

-ohhhh i need a new heavy crush to stop living this way-

No it is not

I thought i saw u..
I turn twice u know!
Demmm these delusions!!

Living again

So i got the sign and it's say: "Let Go"

.:.fullfilment.:.

sometime.. something is best to be done: alone

Sense and senseless

Sentence is formed from the arrangement of words
How you put those words together determines the emotion that you are delivering
If a message can still be conveyed without inserting "anger" and "hatred"in
Why would one wants to stir the other party's sentiment?

hey!!hey!!

Demm!!
Even in my dream you are ignoring me???
Tapi tak kisah.. gua still ska lu!!!

talking to the moon

hey there..
How have u been??did u eat well? Btw donn't be picky with your food..

Day and night

-what's left is old messages that I repeatedly read and laugh-

.:.Mask.:.

Laughter and smile... are my mask for sadness and sorrow..

kosong

Tiada maki tau cacian..
Tp ako tetap rasa kosong..kosong..kosong..

HIT

Zikr is just a repetitive recitations until... you are at the right place.. at the right time.. and led by the right imam.. 

Hasbi Rabbi, Jallallah

Maafi qalbi, ghairullah

Nur Muhammad, Sallallah
Haqqu, Laa ilaaha illallah

Meaning:
Sufficient is for me, my Rabb; Allah is Great
There is none in my heart besides Allah
The Light of Muhammad (peace and blessing be upon him)

Truly, there is no God but Allah 

写给消失的你

你回答啦！！！
今日一早起身，有点惊讶。。
眼睛睁大大的。。
哈哈！哈哈！

你的失踪。。
留下好多问号。。

真么跟你说呢。。
我不是像一般女人。。
我是一个很注重友情的人。。

是。。我对你有好感。。
但如果你因为那。
而觉得不舒服。。
就开口说吧。。

不要没交代的消失好吗？
别担心。。
我会渐渐的整理我的感觉。。

-kan-

天黑黑的。。

您在那儿过得好吗？

虽然, 您先在对我已不理不睬。。

可是不知为何， 我还是如往常一样。。

简直都会望您的facebook那儿打听一下您的生活。。

看来您还是好好的。。

奋斗吧！

虽然我知能暗里为您打气。。

可是我，还是祝你成功，

祝你完成梦想。。

What's hot from the pot?

Assalamualaikum to the muslim friends and Hola to the non.. 

As promised. the soup! 

The ingredients. I can't remember the name myself. Please view the previous post.

Dump all the herbs with the pre-soaked dried mushroom in a boiling water. 

Cook them for about 20-25 min. 

Ya I know.. they looked: BORING! 

After 20-25min, add in chicken. 

My 2 person serving i used quater chicken. 

Water for the soup is 2.5 bowls. (If too much, u'll dilute the soup. It'll taste worst)

Leave them for another 20-25 min.

::::Voila:::: 

easy huh! try it out. U can mixed and match between the herbs just in case u bought them in excess. Tips to save: go to the shopping complex, look at the pre-packed herbs for various purposes, jot down/ draw the pic, come back, do ur own! the method are basically the same. Dump and boil.